(LSI) Self Antipathy of so-called black people mentally on the plantatio...

Up from slavery but mentally returned to the plantations of mentalcide
Self Antipathy of so-called black people

Self-hate is the most insidious and pervasive problem the so-called black people suffer. Self-hate underlies most patterns, and rules most  of the so-called black male female relationships. The patterns springing from it can manifest in a wide variety of ways. That's because self-hate hides so well, and has the ability to co-opt other patterns for its use.

Remember, the purpose of a pattern is twofold: to mask the real feelings/pain we hold, and to play out or create the reality of the beliefs within the pattern.  Stop fighting the truth. What is the truth? John 17: 17] Sanctify them through thy truth: thy word is truth. So the word of God is what cleans you up and is the truth.
At the base of the self-hate patterns are a feeling of deep unworthiness. So the pattern must find ways to both hide the real feelings, and also play them out in reality in some way. If reality doesn't fit what self-hate believes it is true, the pattern will cause us to do something that will sabotage our success relationships and even ourselves.

2^nd chronicles [14] If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.